I have "returned" form silent "exile"

[Abdul_Moti]

These last months I encountered many "misfortunates" which made me lose my confidence, and even I have no face to be here by then. I can tell what kind of hardships if any would care to ask. So please re-welcome me, and my 'trying to rebuild' confidence.

[DeadWolf]

Welcome back.

[Kimiko]

Heya Abdul! Nice to see you again!

[Kassidy]

Sorry to hear things haven't been going smoothly, hope they're starting to look up now. Welcome back.

[Dr. Sheexy]

Hey Moti, good to see you back around, I was wondering where you'd gotten off to.

Hope things take a turn for the better for you, and if you ever need to talk about stuff you're going through we've got your back!

[Tomoji]

long time no see seeing you on here C:
hope things are going well since we last talked

[Kefka]

welcome back!

Life has it ups & downs. The reason why we go down, is to get up much stronger. We grow. Sometimes you cannot get back stronger and life leaves scars, but you've learned something which helps you along the rest of your life.

Welcome back, we are here for you when you need it.

[Abdul_Moti]

Thanks, comrades.

Well comrade general, some people from higher ranks looked down on me and influenced their view to others, and they succeeded in making me down, down, down down to bottom of the sea. not just from academic ranks, but also from my family. started from senior-junior bully, made me decided to not attending lectures until I resigned. surely domino effect took place, I was and am threatened by very own father because "the campus you had your lectures is the envy of others, YOU KNOW!" Basically I don't even care such formal statistics, saying this campus better than that or creeps. I just want to sharpen my skills, yet this simple principle is called selfish by others. Due to their influence, I went more introvert to sort of "mental patient" level. I didn't even dare to talk about this here, since I was afraid of being laughed at.

This lasted for months, until recently I tried to talk with Auraz and Tomoji in book of face.

[gamekrazzy]

うはwwwwww, I barely know you, I think you commented on only one of my posts maybe none. Either way, you seem cool. Welcome back I guess.

[Abdul_Moti]

For we haven't had a conversation before, comrade. Still, I oversee you and other comrades in this board. I only talk if it deems necessary. Need no guessing, I favor welcomes.

[Zable Fahr]

Oh I remember you from a long time ago when I joined. :0
Welcome back Abdul~ Or.. Moti... or both... :'D
Is that a tinierme avatar there? -shot-

Ppphhh. Inferiority issues huh? Don't let yourself be belittled man.
Because you're obviously too good for that.
What I normally do is think highly of myself. Because: I don't lie, I don't cheat, I don't hurt nobody.
X[ Clearly, everyone that thinks so is below me, because they're blind.

That's what I usually think, and it helps out. D:
You're obviously better than them as a person if they can't see you for you.

[Abdul_Moti]

You have been within my memory, benevodon..
You may address me as any of two you have mentioned.
Indeed this be my tinierme avatar, a year ago.

You remind me the very one I was and hopefully I can rebuild and reinforce such personality. Such benevolent words, no wonder you be a benevodon. I do understand what you intended with

I don't hurt nobody.

which in other words mean "I hurt everybody" but you might know not of this other form. Be at ease, for darkness expands along with light, and makes no illusions unlike the light with its fatamorgana.

I do appreciate your lifting, the dark one.

[Faalstar]

oh hi.

[Abdul_Moti]

hi, comrade supervisor..